Job or Paper Chasing

So what should i do.

My career or my cert

what a confusing path.

Away!

Flying to Bangkok!

Will be back on 21th!

Bye!!

Back to school

School starting on 21th this month.

Just nice, day after i return from Thailand.

Work not been smooth, damn disappointed with my performance.
But I just don't freaking understand what is fucking happening.
Once again, I began to dislike my job again.
Not that i didn't whine in the past.
But the level of dislike drop as time goes by.
Again new training, the level just increase day by day.
I fear of work;

Had my appraisal done by AM,
he is satisfied with my work performance, at least I'm clean with accidents, misconduct and etc.
He says he will confirm me after 1 year of probation.
I don't know if I should be happy a not.
But i know.
I hate the heart pumping place I'm working now.
I hate the shouting across the room like fish market.
I hate the amount of work done yet not appreciate by people "on top"
I've no confident to survive in my current job scope now.
Keeping my finger cross.


ah fuck. 1 more night i'm off to Thailand.
Damn da work~!

zzzzzzz

I guess it better for me to stay in my current company for good.

zz

Countdown

8 more days to Land of Smile Thailand!

and..

many more days in my stressful job. shrug.