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Sat the fellow warrior from OBO is back.

4 long months of oversea deployment for them. I believe they learn a lot, seen a lot. Definitely priceless experience for them. Wasted I didn't sign up and go with them. Too late to say.

Seriously kinda sick of work. Everyday in out in out. Almost everyday is a working day for me. Can't sleep well, rest well. This financial tsunami seriously came at the bloody wrong time. Lucky I ORD 1 month before the tsunami came. Else likely i will be rotting around without $_$. So when will everything pick up and back to the vibrant financial market again.

No wonder people get depression and etc when market crash. Almost everyday news will be talking about companies fold, need bailout, retrenchment, losing job and etc. Everyone will always on their highest alert, not knowing when is their turn to lose their job overnight.

I'm so so so wanting to go back to school. At least it is so much life out there. Seen my friends enjoy their fullest in Uni make me so envy of them. I'm quite sure the pressure in school will be so much better than my current job pressure.

Headache been visiting me almost everyday, not sure what really happen to my brain.
Never had this kind of headache which last that long. Hope everything is alright for my me.


Busy night tonight. Gonna go bath. Rush for a haircut at I-CON as Century Square. Meet my Union Delegates for some event at DXO. And then Rush to meet Daphne for her birthday treat.

K time to go. Update again.

"期待你的爱"

update update

This is the 4th month in PSA.

Somehow things and life have been drastically change. Something I can't recognize myself anymore. Wonder what the heck I'm doing. I know this ain't the life I want. I need to overcome.

Even thou I whine so much regarding my job. I slowly adapt to it. Most Colleagues have been helpful to guide me along. In this guys working environment, everyone talk like one ah beng. Seriously i feel my dialect(hokkien) improve a lot. hahha.

2008 coming to an end soon. Like mon mon char char pass thru this year.

2009 hopefully a good one. A least to my wallet. Oh also my health. So god please bless me.

Ok meeting Daphne out for shopping. Sound girly o.O"
Put it this way. Accompany her out for shopping. Prolly getting one levi's 501 jeans later.

Ok ciao.

"who can feel up the emptiness in my heart?"